My God
After all these years
You think it would of disappeared
All this fear & doubt
It just took one phone call
to bring it all back
Being alone
So afraid
Unable to get help
Frozen up with revulsion
Not able to fight
Stuck
No way out
Why won't it all disappear
Back to the pit it came from
I don't want this all so near
When I was just believing
It was done & gone.
January 4, 2009