Hello,
Can Anybody hear me?
I feel so all alone
Feel hunted and abandoned.
Wishing I could forget
Just hasn’t happened yet!
The booze didn’t stop the swelling,
The others didn’t get the pain.
They were only thinking of what they
had to gain.
I wish I could be the girl I was
Again.
If only for a while.
If I could love and laugh and smile.
With no shadows over-head
Without remorse in my heart
Without this horrible ache in the region of my heart.
Wish I could touch the one I love
Without thinking of the “incident”
Wish I didn’t flinch from someone’s touch.
I don’t want to hurt,
those that I love so much!
Wish I could forget,
bury it beneath the layers.
but it won’t budge…
Wont disappear wont let me heal…
July 19, 2003
